Song in the Key of Glory
Further Reflections on the theological meanings of Continuity and Change
Following my earlier Advent sermons on Change,
I received this email from one parishioner: “Yes, God is change. It’s
what we pray for… change us, transform us, ‘create in me a clean
heart and renew a right spirit within me.’ That’s change... I scribbled
something in my BCP (Book of Common Prayer) a few years ago and I don’t
know where it came from—‘Not just forgive us but change us’
… it may have been one of your sermons or Father Doubleday or Reverend
Brewster. I thought it was worth writing in my book and I read it every week.
Change us. But (in your sermon) you did say ‘God is changing; God always
will’ and I guess I still don’t really understand… if God
is always changing, I’m confused… (However) I like the last line
of your sermon… ‘Pray that you are open to the change that is God’…
I’m writing that in my book.”
So, does God change; and, if God does, why might we find that confusing or disorienting?
Think about it. Not very long ago, we were adamant that God is Male. Today,
we are more circumspect, recognizing the extent to which we attribute human
qualities to God as a way of expressing things we are trying to say about our
experience of God-ness—Our God like a Father, but who we realize is beyond
and more than our concept of maleness, or femaleness for that matter. Still,
we do mean ‘hallowed be God’s Name’. Here’s another
example: little more than 30 years ago, if you suggested that God suffered,
you’d be branded a heretic. Yet, today, we readily accept that God feels
the pain of suffering, the plight of those in extremis. It took the horrific
suffering wrought by the Holocaust and the Hydrogen bomb to give 20th Century
theologians pause for considering how the Western philosophical tradition had
unintentionally impoverished the concept of God. Centuries of applying the Platonic
Ideal Form had cast the God of The Bible as an Unmoved Mover, Perfect, Impermeable—the
God that suffers not, unmoved by human suffering. However, a callous monarch
is not our God. Again and again, the biblical text presents the God who hears
the people crying, who knows their pain, and who is moved to do something about
it.
Perhaps, yes, you could argue from these two examples, it is not God who changes
but, rather, our perceptions of God that shift. True enough. Yet, scripture
does say that prayer moves the heart of God. Thus, does our openness to God
in communication have an effect on God? Do our prayers somehow change God?
You know, don’t you, that in some ways I am playing with you? Yet, I am
playing about something serious. We need to have a certain amount of openness
to the idea of a changing God precisely because we are so heavily invested in
God’s not changing. Where we left God yesterday is where we want to find
God when we come back next time. That’s why faith communities spend so
much time defining the God that we also admit is beyond definition. We start
out in time and space constructing shrines to celebrate that we have had an
experience of God. However, over time, we declare that shrine space as the sacred
experience of God itself. You know what I mean—classic idol worship. Yet,
we need to consider how some of these idols take hold. We can get to the crux
of the matter by asking ourselves, what do we pray?
Let’s begin using a timely example. Haven’t we all heard with our
ears, read with our eyes, and even composed within our own hearts, prayers that
the next four years bring “better” things than we are presently
experiencing? Yet, what does ‘better’ mean; and for whom? Who is
the God to whom we pray such prayers? What might God mean by “better”;
and would God allow things to get better for some but not for others? Well,
then, if God is for the good of all, then things getting better certainly will
not mean that things change back to the way they were, for there were ways in
which our better times were at the expense of others. This raises uncertainty
about what better will mean, doesn’t it.
Now let’s try a less political example: the individual body and prayers
for healing. Usually, when we pray, we ask God for the alleviation of pain,
the applied gifts of skilled physicians, the loving presence of family and friends,
the end of illness; in short, our prayers for healing ask God for a cure. Yet,
knowing what we do about the exigencies of life and death, wouldn’t it
be a faithful prayer, more open to change if, from the start, we prayed for
a tranquil spirit of thankfulness even in times of pain or foretastes of death?
Let us consider prayers for the Church. These days, given the seismic controversies
and schismatic shocks reverberating through our wider church, we have been praying
for unity, for all of us to be able to get along in the Name of Christ. But
is just ‘getting along’ worthy of the Name of Christ? And what does
getting along mean—Managing to hold the institution together? Managing
is not mission.
Likewise, take the church on the local level. In a day of shrinking favorable
demographics and available dollars, we might hope and pray for pews full and
budget balanced. However, that is stasis, not church. Being church is about
going out. Going out and meeting change, rather than staying in and hoping the
changes won’t change the way things have been in here.
Yes, change is happening. So how do we pray about that and who is the God to
whom we pray? We begin right here—from where we are; but we do not, or
should not, be praying for things to stay, change into or get back to being
a certain prescribed something. Yes, it is all uncertain; however, life is uncertain.
And instead of staying put, holding on or digging in, prayer is about going
out, going beyond and being open to life’s change—sensing its advent/arrival
and responding: “Here I am, Lord. Let it be with me according to your
word.” Provisioning your life with prayer is the continuity that bears
change.
In Luke’s telling of it, when Mary is confronted by the changes that were
coming her way, she did not lament “What shall I do?” Rather, she
sings; that’s her way of facing change. Song is her expression of spirituality,
her prayer. Singing is her openness to God and her zest for life. She sings
in the key of Glory, extolling an amazing God. But if she had a chorus, we might
also hear counter tones suggesting not just an amazing God but a crazy one too.
After all, why does the God who Jews have enshrined as the Almighty, who puts
the proud and conceited in their place while unseating mighty rulers from theirs,
bother to pull off to this backwater of a stop and startle such a sweet teenage
girl? Just what kind of God bothers to do that? And how does creating an embarrassing
scandal naming the Holy Spirit as progenitor help a servant Israel whose dreams
and people have been scattered all over? Does such paternity suit the situation?
The point is, there’s no need debating the changes that have come. They’re
here and Mary doesn’t shy away or close down or demand or plead to know
what God is doing. She knows she cannot know, exactly or for sure, how things
will turn out. Yet, she does not shrink in fear. No, she evolves, she grows
up, she changes. Her soul doth magnify the Lord. Her song amplifies God. She
sings in the Key of Glory. That is, her song gives expression—lyric and
melody—to the Presence of God. Mary does not know what God is doing. Mary
cannot know how it will turn out. All Mary knows is that she will trust this
God, this change. Mary has been touched by change and is changing. She is conceived
as an agent of change who will not keep it within herself but go out and touch
others, bringing more change.
In order to survive in this world, you have to change. Will God be with us?
Yes, but that doesn’t make it easy. People who are drowning often resist
their rescuer. And it is not enough to survive. A survivor struggles to withstand
changes and in so doing will construct a defensive life with the illusion of
protective walls. Even a survivor who instead adapts to change is not enough,
as important as adaptive flexibility is, for the survivor is always on the alert
against the intrusions of change, and those others who are morphed into representing
the threat of change. No, our call is not to survive against all odds but to
thrive by improving the odds for others. To do so, like Mary, we must embody
change. To incorporate change we need to learn and do along the way, trusting
that the God we have heard about keeping promises with our forefathers and mothers—Abraham
and Mary—will do great things for me and you.
Yet, what is
the great thing God did for Mary? God offered her an audition. Mary sang her
soul out, and would continue to ponder in her heart what all these changes might
mean. It became her life’s mission, this bearing of Christ life.
Ours too.
AMEN.
©Thomas F. Reese December 21, 2008